Mali :)

I just miss him so much right now :) My little fluffy Mali.

;)

He likes the wine a little to much. ;)

Give me some meat :D

Thinking dog :)

He just looves the snoow. ;)

;)

Hospitals :'(

Aaarrgghhh!! I cant stand hospitals. and definetely not this i am at. People everywhere, puking and coughing and just being disgustinga! 5 other patients around me, strong lights, no tv, a view out to the waitingroom at the emergency. I have to. stay the night, but they let me stay at the fucking emergency... What about the other patients that need Muuch more care then me. I cant stand this anymore! I have to stay because they need to take some blood tests in the morning. I can just come in the morning and do it so another patient can get this lousy bed :/ it took them 5h to bring me a pillow... WtF??? aaaaaarrrggghhh... let me out of here. please make me well!

Fucking Liiife.....

Soo so tired.... of life... why is the world such a terrible place. and why is the governments making it so hard for us to have a normal life, and live with the little money we get.. and now we "poor people, with normal jobs" have to pay the bank to have a fucking account. but if you have more then 500.000, then you get the account for free.. This is fucking disgusting!!!! this is like rewersed robin hood... take from the poor, and give to the rich.
The rich are getting richer and the poor are getting poorer..
I bet that in 5 years, there is no such thing as middleclass.. already its going the wrong way.. EU is fucking it all up even more, I just cant see a future in this crap... how should you bring a kid in this world, when its going the way it is?? I cant even support myself with the salary I have.. :(


And my stomach is killing me.. these fucking doctors they have here! Do not know what they are doing. Its been a year, and ive been at my doctor almost every week, complaining about my stomach. and they still dont want to operate... I am fucking suffering!!
Its ruining my education, I already got a warning for being sick to much. I am soo afraid to get fired because of my fucking stomach.. :(
I cant eat what  I want, (the good stuff) and I cant eat fruits, fat food, strong food, salty food, I cant drink juice or soda.. And I have to eat pills everyday. I am fucking 25 years old... I dont want to live like this :(
I am so tired... i dont bother anything... Fucked up depression.

Sorry, usually not this negative/depressed type, but I just needed to load off... And this seemed like the perfect place for that.